today, right here, right now

I have so many things that are on my mind right now. So many hopes and worries.

I hope that Amanda gets a job soon.

I hope that she is doing okay out in CA.

I hope that she knows how much she is loved and missed.

I hope that she is happy.

I worry that its darn hard to get a job right now.

I worry that if she needed something she wouldn't ask.

I worry about how she put gas in her car.

I hope that Wyatt get into the U of M.

I hope that they hear soon as to where they will be going to school

I worry that that will be moving far from home.

I hope that Brittney is healing emotionally and physically and will be prego soon.

I hope that she knows what a awesome mother she truly is.

I hope she know that I am so proud of the way they are raising Brecken.

I hope that Kole knows how proud I am that he is making efforts to improve his life.

I hope he knows how proud I am of him for going to school.

I hope he knows how much I love him unconditionally.

I worry about how much life experiences it will take for him to go to rehab.

I worry that he makes it home safe at night and then I worry again when he leaves the house.

I hope Broc knows how proud I am of him for going to early morning seminary and never complaining.

I hope Broc knows how much I love our relationship. He isn't afraid to let me know I am loved and still hugs me and sits with me.

I hope Destany knows that I am loving the person that she is becoming.

I hope that she stays strong and values her worth.

I hope that she chooses to keep good friends around her and that she herself is a good friend.

Those are just some of my thought right here, right now.